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X-Mailer: The Bat! (v2.00.6) Business
Also found on Yamky / Badoo as: http://089521700.eu1.badoo.com/ OLGA
Other Comments: Some fragments from received letters during 3 weeks!
I was born
in the city of Kazan, and now I live in the same city in own
apartment. I have my favourite cat his name is 'Dark'. I as have the
sister. My parents I live not far from me, but I work much and not so
frequently them I see. To me of 27 years, I was born on January, 1,
1980. I start to work as the stylist, I very much like my work in it a
lot of interesting.
I send you photos about mine a cat
it very clever and kind. I very much love the cat to it only 1,5 years
to me have presented it at date of a birth. My favourite actor Stiven
Sigal I looked all his films.
My sister works as the
photographer and she did many photos which I to you has sent and still
I shall send. My sister lives in city Sochi, it is the best resort in
Russia, I frequently am at it during free time from work and in
I very much hope that we with you when
Be we shall meet it it would be very fine. I very much believe in that
that It is possible to find the man from other country, both to arrive
to it and to build with It family. How you think? I heard that some
girls much Deceive men for money, it very meanly to deceive people.
I think that you work much?
Than you are engaged after work? What I peep you prefer? I very much
like to prepare I peep this one of my hobbies as it very
interestingly. I as very much like to do pies.
I do not speak you that
you should answer these Questions but I would would like that you
answered them because it Very important for me. If you will not
answer them I shall not take offence On you, simply I want to know
what attitude you have to me in given Time and whether can at us
with you that be it will turn out in the future. I I hope that you
very good person, and you will remain such As now always. I very
much hope that you understand me that to me It is very hard to live
in Russia without support of whom or. I stop The letter. I hope that
you will answer me.
I sincerely love you and I hope
that at us with you all will be wonderful. I as hope that you will
love me as strongly as I love you. Lovely mine you would want that we
with you created family. You would like to meet me in your country. My
holiday will be in 5 days and I would like to lead it with you my big
and mad love. I think that we with you shall lead magnificent time
together and you will give to me unforgettable pleasure the presence.
I hope that you as will continue to write to me the same letters as
write now and will love me. I think that you would be to me in
excellent pair. I told about you to the mum and the daddy much, they
are very happy that I love you and I want to meet you in the life. My
mum has told to me that you very good person and you will give me all
that is necessary for me in a life because you are more senior than me
and you very clever the man which can always support me a difficult
minute it so? I hope that you as will love my mum and mine the daddy
you want to have with them acquaintances? The daddy speaks mine that
you present the man, and that it as is happy for us with you. I very
much love you and I finish on it the letter.
Loved mine you can help me with registration of
my documents? I am going to go in agency and to do there documents for
my arrival to you in the country. Loved for me will be necessary money
and as I assume that trip to you will cost not small money. I very
much expect for your help. I cannot pay itself the sum of agency
because I have no such large sum, I know that trip costs 952 euros and
it is very big sum for me. Dear mine I would be very grateful to you
if you could send me such large sum of money for an our meeting. I
shall be the happiest girl in this world if you will help me. I love
you very much and I do not want to lose you my dear. My love is very
strong to you and she becomes stronger every day. I think that you can
help me about 952 euros for my travel to you in the country. I ask you
to answer in the following letter, whether you can help me with this
sum. I shall not take offence at you my loved if you cannot help me
with this sum. But I very much on it hope my dear and I wait with
impatience of your letter. To me it is very melancholy because I love
you and you are not present now beside. You my inspirer and my the
most favourite in this world the man. You the strongest and you can
always protect me from all the love you my favourite tiger.
I am very
glad that you have appeared in my life I very for a long time searched
such fine and delightful for the man as you and now when I have found
you I do not want you to lose, for me it will be as death. I would not
like to live more without you my dear. I love you very strongly each
section of the body and you should understand me my lovely that I do
not joke with such things do not joke. I feel the happiest girl
because I very much hope that we with you shall be together.
I am very glad to
see your letter. And your letters for me as air. My dear I not
absolutely understand you. Whether I have not understood you can pay
for my arrival to you? My dear at me holiday already begins, whether
and I yet do not know there can be we. My dear I hope, that you can
send me this money and we can be together and enjoy a life. I hope for
you my prince. I very much love you and my prince wants to be near to
you. I with impatience shall wait for your answer. Forever yours Olga.
P.S.My computer of a house is broken also I go to the Internet of cafe
Oh Eddie, your too cool my friend. So true......Gotta love ya!!! And Ojas; You are so cool too. And it depends on what idioma (cultre) someone originates from, but the correct words for a chauvinistic pig in latino for whom-ever is 'Cochino Bendejo Macho' !! LOL, Chuck Sr :)))))))))
She is very good at this and A real heart-trob, I wass takin' in for a month but I early on explained to her that I did not have a lot of money, but she kept on emailing me anyway. I guess she thought I was lying This image was also posted here: Various dating scammers
anonymous from United States
I have received about 14 of thses pictures, she found me on Match.com in the U.S. I guess there is a fool born every minute, and I am guilty as charged.
anonymous from United States
Wow looks hella good...
Eddie from Sweden
anonymous from United States 2007-11-23, 11:28:28
For f***'s sake, don't tell me you sent her money. Otherwise, there's nothing to
anonymous from United States 2007-11-23, 11:26:40
sure 'she' is good at this, otherwise you wouldn't have got fooled, right?
Eddie from Sweden
Welcome to any newcomers who find this thread, for Christ's sake....READ THIS!
...and save yourself a lot of homework and /or grief
SOME GENERAL INFO ABOUT RUSSIAN GIRLS, AND HOW TO SPOT RUSSIAN DATING SCAMMERS:
The vast majority of Russian dating scammers are not women at all, but actually men, mostly working in small gangs in or around Yoshkar Ola, in Mari El republic, sometimes in Chuvashia. It's virtually guaranteed that the girls in these scam pics aren't involved because the scammers steal their pics from the internet or pay unsuspecting friends for them, or buy and exchange them on scammer websites. (Once a scammer even admitted to me that he stole all his pics from army-of-brides.com and mamba.ru ).
Most scammers are VERY lazy and looking for quick cash. They use email extractor programs to get your mail addresses (if you don't have a profile on a dating site, that is)...
and copied form mails and spam programs on automatic reply, very often the BAT!, which can personalize small parts of each letter.
They mostly won't read your letters until after the money letter because they don't have time, ie because they're scamming, or trying to scam, as many guys as they can (economies of scale).....and also because they're semi-literate losers who can't speak much English anyway. IN OTHER WORDS, you can write any crap in your replies and they won't react, they're only interested when they're curious to know if you've taken the bait after the money letter. A girl is only involved either occasionally to phone a guy up, especially if he's suspicious, or to pick up the loot at Western Union, with a false ID of course!
More recently, the majority of Russian scammers have started using proxy servers or forged IPs to hide their locations so ALL YOU REALLY NEED TO DO IS TRACE THEIR IP ADDRESS!
So....if several or more of the following scam signs apply to your Boris (the beautiful Russian 'girl' that is supposedly writing to you), resist the temptation to help 'the poor girl' by sending her money. You're really writing to a sleazy Russian guy sitting in a smoky room in Yoshkar Ola, with a bunch of other sleazy guys spamming indiscriminately on laptops .
# 'girl' writes to you first on a dating site...especially a free one (or an email appears out of nowhere in your mailbox). Real Russian girls are rarely so bold as to write to you first. (unless you're obviously very attractive or rich :))) They will often reply to your mails, but rarely take the initiative. It's the man who does the chasing in Russia. Plus, if they're looking for a partner, they generally prefer him to be Russian speaking and live in Russia. Much more convenient!
# doesn't answer direct questions (sometimes factual mistakes in the letter). Her replies should be exactly that...replies...however short they are.
# girl's much too young for you (or too good to be true/looks like a model/porno star)....although I have noticed a recent tendency for some scammers to use photos of slightly 'less attractive' girls as well.
# girl has some far-fetched excuses for you not visiting her in Russia (criminal city, not the Russian custom, terrorism, it's her dream to come to your country, etc). ALL BULLSHIT!! Actually, the normal way to meet a Russian girl is to visit her in her city first. Russian TV is full of documentaries about Russian girls who have emigrated and got murdered, abandoned, etcetc. They should usually want to meet you first before they gallivant off to your country.
# scammers rarely have children, but most of the real Russian women I've ever met on the internet did (except for Moscow career girls). It's often the reason that they're looking for a partner.
# photos are too revealing (can't be a respectable girl). Respectability is very important to most Russian women (especially Moscow career girls). They're hardly likely to send a half-naked photo to a virtual stranger on the internet. Think about it!
# most of the pics are old and a little bit faded with a curiously grainy quality that soon becomes quite easy to recognise (overuse?). Again a scammer admitted to me that low-quality photos are a key factor in his scamming. I found this curious because a serious Russian girl who's looking for a partner very often saves up and goes to a professional to have a studio set done (often corny ones posing with a chair etc), and/or borrows a digicam at least (dates should also be on the photos you receive). My fiancée did it. Russian girls aren't all that poor anymore, and if they seriously want to leave Russia, they know that posting cheap pics will only attract cheap guys.
# GIRL CLAIMS NOT TO HAVE A MOBILE PHONE. Very unlikely!!! fer f***'s sake.....do you know a single girl without a mobile phone? Even poor Russian girls can't do without one, they're much cheaper than in Europe and a Megafon telephone card doesn't cost that much either. You should be able to call her whenever you want. On the other hand, not having a landline or a desktop/laptop is very common.
# very long rambling/ecstatic form letters with a strange format, punctation and layout written in scamlish. (world's worst Babelfish translation)
# writes long letters everyday in English. How does she have time to write those long letters if she's working? And if she doesn't have a job, how can she afford a computer + internet connection? Even Internet cafés are relatively expensive in Russia. Anyway, most Russians outside Moscow can hardly speak a word of English. (What's the point of finding a girl you can't communicate with, at least on a basic level?) PLUS.. if she can't speak English, why does she have a non-cyrillic email account like gmail or yahoo? Most real Russians use mail.ru, yandex.ru or inbox.ru....though hotmail and yahoo are acceptable if she'll chat with you on messenger (preferably with a webcam).
# falls in 'love' very quickly. Don't let your ego, kind heart, loneliness or lust pull the wool over your eyes. She doesn't really know you. You could be an axe murderer for all she knows. As I mentioned, Russian TV is full of documentaries about Russian girls who have emigrated and got murdered, abandoned, etcetc.
# uses a proxy server to hide his/her location, ie a SOCKS server / GPRS Internet. if you can't trace 'her' IP, it's 100% scam.
THE FIRST THING YOU SHOULD DO IS TRACE HER IP ADDRESS. In fact, it's the only thing you need to do really.
MOST IMPORTANT...if you get this far:
# she asks for money for a tourist 'visa' and/or maybe tickets, ignoring the fact that IT'S VIRTUALLY IMPOSSIBLE FOR A SINGLE, POOR RUSSIAN GIRL TO GET A TOURIST VISA TO A WESTERN COUNTRY!
Most Russian girls outside Moscow and St Petersburg are quite poor, and immigration control would consider them an overstay risk. They would never let be let into your country without a healthy bank account.
She can get a SPONSORED visa with your help, but then she needs a personal letter of invitation from you, a copy of your passport, a proof of your residence in your home country, a completed sponsor's application form (also from you)....not including the documents that she has to fill in herself. She also needs a job in Russia, a letter from her employer and insurance. All of these documents she has to drop off at your national embassy in Moscow WITH PREPAID TICKETS and wait about 10 working days. These are the rules for the Schengen countries anyway...the USA and Canada are almost as, if not more, complicated. Anyway, a normal TOURIST visa + travel costs + hotel rooms would set her back 2000+ US dollars for a trip to the US. She should be asking you for a lot of money! Why should it be so easy for a gorgeous sexy Russian girl just to jump on a plane and fall into bed with you? Anyway, no respectable Russian girl would ask directly for money, but might accept some if you insisted.
There are many variations on the scams, some quite slight. Some scammers claim to have a visa already and need money for tickets, a last-minute medical examination, etcetc. Some claim that their mother needs an operation, etcetc. A few more patient and professional scammers will take months before they hit you with the money letter (though if you follow my tips, you should be able to spot the scammers before then). There are even a few real girls scamming, and professional gold-diggers (mostly in the Ukraine). One or two of them are very bold, and not even afraid to use their true identities. These scammers are harder to spot, and there is no easy way to identify them, all you can do is use your instincts and common sense, and DO YOUR HOMEWORK!
and, of course, a ground rule is: DON'T SEND MONEY...unless you're 100% sure she's real.
Another ground rule: if you are looking for a Russian wife/partner, you must be prepared to travel to Russia to meet her. You also need to behave generously towards her; after all, you need to prove that you can support here (and her kids) if she migrates to your country. But if she turns out to be a professional gold-digger, which has never happened to me personally or anyone I know (but I know it does happen), you should try to be philosophical and treat it as an exotic trip to a foreign country, have fun anyway, and try not to waste too much money on her.
There are actually hundreds of perfectly nice Russian girls in Russia but you have to be prepared to go and get them. Chercher la femme. It certainly worked for me.
I had to go to my friend to see if he could help me figure out why this woman was head over heels for me and I haven't done anything for her yet. I discovered that he had received the same letters I'm receiving a while back! He recognized them right away. I must admit that my head was in the clouds for a minute but I still couldn't believe that some hottie from some other continent across ocean wanted to hook-up with me. The letter where she was talking about how she was so in love with me after our second week of communicating blew my mind. It really sounded good but I can't imagine a real woman pouring out her heart like that to some guy she never met. A very dangerous thing to do and kind of scary if it would actually happen.
Here's a little sample:
I LOVE YOU! Let everyone know about it!!! I don't grudge!!!
In spite of everything: storms, thunders, tsunami, hurricanes, earthquakes, floods, fires, catastrophes, global heating, ozone holes, outbursts of
different viruses, upheaval of the Earth from its axis, sun-spots, meteorite rains, convulsions of nature, avalanches, wreckage of brokers' boards, global
cataclysms and many other, my love to you becomes strengthener!!!
I'm not afraid nothing and I am not afraid of any obstacle. Until the hope is in my life! I'd say rather more: YOU are my hope and my life!
If you leave me, youâ€™ll take me with you.
And you will take my life too. It has no sense.
Thatâ€™s why I want to LIVE. This means â€œto be with you, my love!!!
firstname.lastname@example.org from United States
email@example.com is a new email from this girl. she is using the name olga. i already knew this site because i already had 3 other posts here. stupid girl.....
Subject: from Olga
Date: Sun, 02 Dec 2007 22:07:49 +0300
Hi, big daddy
I am very glad to get you mail and it is nice to meet you
It is my first time when I try to use Internet to find my man
and I am a little nervous about this
I live in the town Donetsk, which is the eastern part of
Ukraine and I was born here and live here whole my life
Have you heard something about my country or may be have
some friends here?.
what about my job, I work in the building company as a secretary
I know English from my childhood , so I can speak and write
on it without using any translating program or dictionary
what about my goals in life-I would like to start a serious
relationship that leads to marriage and a happy family.
I truly believe that honesty, trust, open communication and fun are
the cornerstones of a good relationship.
I am found of sport and like to keep my body in a good form
as I know in the future it will be very good for me
I like men that are intelligent, happy, honest, trusting, open,
caring, fun, have a good sense of humor
I like to travel and to know new places, I was in many countries, such
as Russia, Germany, Turkey , Poland, Crimea
I am serious in my goals and I am ready to create a strong family
I hope you like my mail and will be looking for hearing from you.
If you've already posted on delphifaq 3x, then you should already know that the vast
majority of Russian dating scammers are not women at all, but actually men, mostly
working in small gangs in or around Yoshkar Ola, in Mari El republic, sometimes in
They use email extractor programs to get your mail addresses (if you don't have a
profile on a dating site, that is)...
http://www.webextractor.com/ and copied form mails and spam programs on automatic reply, very often the BAT!,
which can personalize small parts of each letter.
It's virtually guaranteed that the girls in these scam pics aren't involved because the
scammers steal their pics from the internet or pay unsuspecting friends for them, or buy
and exchange them on scammer websites. In this case they're stolen. (Once a scammer
even admitted to me that he stole all his pics from army-of-brides.com and
yes i already know eddie... i say she because its what you see in the picture. yes they can be in groups and work in shifts. i did my homework on the second email i got. i was not even looking for a foreign girl, but now i am talking to like 20 scammers and 1 real ukraine girl.. maybe these scammers did do something right who knows.
OJAS from United States
imnotafool - see the link on the post 2007-11-24, 12:46:52
Olga from Saint Petersburg, Russia
She is at: Craigslist for Russia
Her E-mail: firstname.lastname@example.org
Work: Dental Clinic
This third letter is a Sympathy letter…Will the $ letter be next?
Here are more pics and the e-mails so far…
Hi my new friend! First, what I want to do - I want to apologize, that I did not answer you during long time. Please do not be angry with me. Unfortunately I had no opportunity to write to you sooner. Please forgive me for a delay. I hope you are not offended. I hope you will write me and will not hold evil. I am very glad that you have answered my letter. Thank you that you have found time for answer. I do not know what to write to you in my first letter because I never wrote letters and did not get acquainted on the Internet before. But I think will be correct if I will start to tell about me from the very beginning because I was first, who has written first letter. I really do not know as far as my life is interesting to you, but I think, if something will be not interestingly for you, you will tell me about it.
Probably I should begin my letter with the most important thing as I have not told to you about it in my first message to you. Probably you will be very much afflicted when you find out that I live not in your country. But I very much hope that it does not frighten you, because I the same lady like many other ladies living in the different countries. I the same person with heart and soul. And if your interest is not limited by distance or borders, I really will be very glad. My country - Russia. Our country is located on
continent - Eurasia. Russia is very big country and occupies very big area. Capital of Russia - Moscow. I was born and I live now in town Saint Petersburg. Saint Petersburg is located on distance of 600 kilometers from Moscow. In the childhood I dreamed to be a ballerina or figure skater. But at conscious age my interests have changed. When I has
appeared before a choice - where to receive higher education, I have understood that I want to be a doctor. I always showed big interest to scientific knowledge of this area. On this, at that time I already knew absolutely exact that I will be doctor, and I do not regret about my choice. My education consist of three steps. School - College - University. I began to get education in the comprehensive school. After I finished it I entered the medical college. I finished it with excellent results and entered the Medical University. At present I work in a small Dental polyclinic. I work as a dentist. Very interesting work though many my girlfriends disagree with me. I already spoke you that my name is
Olga. But in Russia actually each name has some forms, for example such as - the reduced form or the diminutive-caressing form or pet name. On this also my names is - Olenka, Olya, Olga. I promised to share with you my picture, I fulfil my promise with worry and with pleasure. In addition to a picture I want to tell that I am blonde. My height is 5 feet 6 inches. My weight is 115 pounds. And of course you should know that I am 30 years old. My birthday - on March, 27, 1977. I understand that all people have various tastes and interests, but I sincerely hope that my picture and my appearance will be pleasant for you. But if my appearance doesn't conform to your tastes and interests, I will understand you, of course. I the optimist at heart and it's frequently helps me in my
life. I already adult woman, and I look at a life with a philosophical shade. But as though I did not try to inspire myself that I absolutely happy woman, I cannot do it. I have fine girlfriend, I have work and an apartment. But there are things without which people cannot be happy. And for me it's not material things, but spiritual. I have written to you the first and it means that I am ready to share with you my thoughts. I am very glad
and grateful to you for that that you have answered me because I have decided to take only one chance in dialogue through e-mail. And if my letter to you would remain without your answer, I think I would not use this way second time. Anyhow, I hope that you, as well as I, have interest in our dialogue, and I will wait your answer. In the end of my letter I want to ask you the most banal questions. I want to ask you what music you like, what movies you prefer and have-whether favourite film. These questions are really interesting for me. I with pleasure will tell to you about it in my next letter if you really want to learn more about me. Do you like your job? Have you ever had experience in
correspondence with a friend from other country? Maybe you more skilled in this plan than I'm? I thank you for your answers beforehand. If you do not want to answer these questions, please do not answer. It simply my female curiosity.
I will be very grateful to you also if you share with me your pictures. I thank you beforehand. I am sorry once again that I did not answer your letter for a long time. Forgive me, but I had no opportunity to take advantage of a computer. I will explain to you later - why. With the best regards. Olga.
Hi my friend XXXXX!!! How your day? I hope you are glad to receive my letter because when I have received your letter I really was delighted. Many thanks. At once I want to tell to you about my opportunities to write letters to you. I hadn't time to tell about it in my last letter. I write to you letters on my job because I have no a personal computer. The computer is in an accounting department. Lady who works with a computer will sometimes allow me to use a computer in my interests, but only when this lady has a free time. It depends not on me unfortunately. I work five days in a week - from Monday till Friday. It is the standard established in Russia. On this I shall not be capable to write to you and to receive your letters on Saturday and on Sunday. But sometimes I work on Saturday and even on Sunday. On this maybe I will can write to you letters even on Saturday or on Sunday. Maybe. Do you want to know how I will write to you my letters?
I promised to write to you about the hobbies and about the way of life. I spend quiet enough way of life and it is reflected in music which I love. I listen to various music. I like to listen to classical music. I like Bah and Mozart. I very much like Chaikovskiy! But except for classical music I like to listen to modern music. To me very much like Madonna, Ricky Martin and others. Except for foreign I like to listen to executors Russian Pop and Rock stars. For example Philip Kirkhorov, Katya Chehova or groups
I love the English language. But I should tell to you, that I know English not in perfection. I think, that you have already noticed it. I know many words in English, but my knowledge are limited, because Russian is my native language. Therefore I use the translator of language when I write to you letters. But I translate only some phrases which I do not know. I learn the English language easily. At present I attend courses of the English language. I want to know this language perfectly. I know that now I admit
mistakes, but I hope you won't angry.
What else to tell about me? I never was married and I haven't children. I am lonely and the reason of my loneliness not only in me. However, I do not know if it interestingly for you. I live honestly, and it brings pleasure to me. I am optimist and I like to smile, because a smile - mirror of soul. For happiness is not required many things. Likely the main thing that does not suffice me now is love. People without love cannot be happy. But when near there is a close person whom you love, life becomes fine irrespective of where you live and what you have. But the loneliness fills a life with sadness. But I do not want to speak about sadness anymore. I am glad that I have an opportunity to write to
you and I am glad that you write to me. And at present it really causes a smile on my face. I should finish my letter. You have the big family XXXXX? If you do not want, you may do not answer my question. I hope to receive your letter soon. Sincerely and with the best regards. Olga.
Hi my friend XXXXX!!! I am frankly glad that again I have a possibility to write you. Today I saw my mother in my dream and thought that I have to tell you about my mother, because when I say about her - I tell about my family. It is really so because I have never seen my grandfather and grandmother and I don't have brothers or sisters. I was the only one child in the family, and my family consisted of two people - my mother and I. I know
nothing about the father. When to me there were 16 years ours the neighbour started to live from my mum. I named his uncle Sasha. All was good, but then he has left from mum to other woman and has moved to other city. I too do not want to recollect him now. Now you will understand why. I really feel great proud when I say about my mother because she was a very good woman. But together with this, every time the recollections
about my mother cause tears and I can't keep them. My mother died when I was 19 years old. Two years before her death my mom has damage in road accident. She was standing in the street and she was knocked down by a car. Probably the driver was strongly drunk, because the witnesses said that the car moved by zigzag and suddenly appeared on pavement. As a result of collision my mum was paralysed. She spent three years in the
wheelchair. I looked after her did all that was in my forces to make a life for which she was fated since this moment - easy and joyful. I spent little time with my friends and practically all my free time I spent near my mother. I was crazy happy when mother smiled, because she smiled very seldom. She was ashamed of her helplessness. Every time when I was going home after school I looked at the window and every time my mother met me. She was looking through the window and smiled. It happens always. She met me every day and never forgot. That's why I felt alarm at once when 11 years ago I looked at the window and didn't see my mother there. I understood that something is wrong. I rushed home with tears in my eyes. When I oped the door I understood that I stayed alone. As usual my mother was sitting in her chair with the smile. But she was dead. I remember how I stretched my arm and touched her pulse. It got dark in my eyes and my feet didn't obey me. I couldn't stand. I thought I would go mad. I have felt that I lose consciousness and lain on the floor. I sobed and couldn't quiet down. I couldn't imagine that I will live without mom. This was the person I lived for. All I did in my live I did for her. She was such a good mother. She taught me everything I can do in this life.
My mother dreamt to bring me up as an honest and decent lady. I was the only child and mother gave me endless love. And I tried to do all to be worthy daughter, to be worthy her love. And I hope that I became such a lady as my mother wanted to see me. Now I appreciate the difficulties of that time in a different way. Difficulties train the character. I lived without help and support, I went through different difficulties about which I don't want to speak. But I have gone trough these difficulties and remember this I feel that everything I have done correctly. My mother always told me that one should look at difficulties with smile notmentioning that there is a shout of despair in the throat and there are tears in eyes. One should be strong and proud - as my mother was. Forgive
me that I have told you about this so in detail. But I say about my mother seldom. But when I say about her I can't do it in couple words. I loved her very much and that's why I told you little things about her. Forgive me. I decided to share my recollections with you as with a friend, because I didn't speak about her with anybody for a long time. Forgive me that my letter is a sad, big and uninteresting. Simply when I begin to say about my mother I can't stop. But I promise not to write such letters anymore. Is important For you the nationality of the person if this person - object of your sympathy? What makes you happy? I have to finish. Sincerely with best regards. Olga.