Glad to see that you got back to me and you wrote me a letter! i enjoy
our correspondence and relationships very much now. i really have the
idea that all of these could have developed into serious commitment in
the reality in the nearest time.
i really wished to meet you. but i
think that all my dreams and plans are ruined right now. i have to
tell you something, but please don't feel bad about it.
as i told you
i don't have my own computer and i have to use services of the
translation firm, and of course not for free. i was fine with it,
because i have my job, and i could earn my living.
but for the present
moment, i have calculated my expenses and i realized that if i pay for
the translation again i will simply have nothing left for the life.
and i need to eat, drink, and pay for accommodation.i am really sorry
to tell you this, but i really have no choice..i wished i could pay
for everything myself, because i wish to have this relationships with
you so much! and please don't think i don't like you or something..
i really do like you and i think we have a very good match..i wish we
could continue. maybe at least i managed to touch your heart and you
will be thinking of me sometimes.