Hello my love !
How are you? What is your mood?
My darling, I miss you, and yesterday I could not sleep for a long time! My head was filled with thoughts of you and me, about how we spend time together as we walk with you, doing evening walks, holding hands, and all that prevented me from sleeping, and I just lay there and dreamed about that we're together!
My dear, I really miss you and I feel bad without you. My dear, I'm tired. When I loved you, I decided that I should be there with my favorite person, and I must do everything to ensure that we were together!
I was looking for money to start the paperwork to come to you! My salary is 15 000 rubles a month. I have to pay 7 000 rubles for rent, and the rest of the money I live. I'm looking for money to process my documents. I have asked my friends and also colleagues, but I'm no one could help. I went to the village to my parents. I told them that I want to be with you, but I have no money for it. My father had been saving, and it has helped 7 500 rubles, part of the money for registration of my documents. I was ashamed to take my father's money, but he said he would do everything for my happiness. I love my dad and he loves me! I do not want to take his money, but he still insisted. I hugged him and kiss! I had no choice but to accept the money only as my father. I thanked him and we sat at a table and talked about my future life.
My dear, I thought I was all ways going to do everything to make our meeting was realized! Suppose that this will take time, but I want to be with my loved one and hold him and his whole life! ! Still, I feel ashamed before my father. I do not ever came to my parents, but on the contrary, I helped them all. Now I feel shame. My dear, do you think of my deed?
My favorite JOSÉ, now I want to tell you that I now have 7 500 rubles, this is money that my father gave me, but I do not have enough to arrive to you, because the price of 12 400 rubles paperwork. My dear, now I still find the 4 900 steering wheels, and then I can start processing my documents and it will be the first and most important step to our meeting! My dear, now I need to come to you 4 900 rudders. My dear, now I do not know who I ask for help, and if you could help with our meeting, I immediately could start paperwork! But I can not find all the money, so I ask for your help.
My dear, I'm very excited, but I believe that everything will be fine. I am confident in this, that when we are together, nothing will separate us. I can confidently tell you that I will be the most loyal man for you and will give you happiness and love, as much as my heart is capable. My JOSE, in fact, when I think of you, my heart starts to beat faster and I frankly confess that I feel the excitement. I just can not explain this to you. When I think of you, I am the happiest woman on the planet!
But I am so sad without you and I miss you, and in those moments I look at your picture and re-read our letter and my heart just melts and I want to run to you, and in those moments I am I want to be closer to you and be with you. I have always thought that soothes. What we'll always be together, and I can tell you: 'Hi, my beloved,' and hug you and never let go. These are all words from my heart that beats for you, know this my dear JOSÉ. My favorite, I want to be with you, and I want us to be the happiest family. My favorite, and now I end my letter with the hope that very soon we will be together with you, and we'll be very happy family! I love you, and I am confident in my feelings and I do not need anyone but you. I'm already a long time alone and memories of past relationships is a pain for me. Now in my life you came along and I fell in love again, and I hope and believe that we'll be together, and I'll wake up every morning in your arms! I LOVE YOU! I want to say this to you always! I'll be anxiously waiting for your letter and your reply! I am sad without you! With love and thoughts about you, your Mariya Syrtseva.